Recently I have been applying for drama schools and preparing
myself for auditions, letting myself get stressed out about choosing my pieces in
time. Then one day I was on my way to
town and sitting on the bus listening to music and I realised, I am going for
it. That ‘dream’ I have had for years and the yearning to be on stage I am
attempting to make a reality. For years I have wanted one thing. To do what I
love and I am going for it. Go me! It’s scary, I am crapping myself at the idea
of auditioning for the schools but I’m doing it.
I am excited at the
prospect of performing to the panels in the auditions, they decide my future. I
could get in to one of the schools which would be insane, I am just so excited.
This process may be crazy, scary and overwhelming but I will make the most out
of it and push myself. I may get
stressed, I may get a bit teary but no matter what happens, I will try my
absolute hardest to make it happen. My family and friends think I can do it and
finally, I think I can too!
I like keeping myself
busy and I am currently writing a monologue about how women are objectified in
society. I was struggling with ideas and then Lily Allen came onto the scene
with her new song ‘Hard out Here’. It is amazing; she just says everything that
needs to be said. Women are constantly made to look like sexual objects within
the media and she just takes the mick out of the new videos out at the moment. One of my favourite lines is “You should probably lose some weight
'Cause we can't see your bones”. Magazines plaster photos of skinny women who have the ‘perfect body’ and you know what? It’s a load of shit. So what if a woman isn’t a size six? We don’t need to be as long as I am happy with myself I don’t care what anyone else thinks.
'Cause we can't see your bones”. Magazines plaster photos of skinny women who have the ‘perfect body’ and you know what? It’s a load of shit. So what if a woman isn’t a size six? We don’t need to be as long as I am happy with myself I don’t care what anyone else thinks.
I am so inspired to start my monologue and
speak some truth and start my auditions, I feel like my life is starting and
you know what? I am so excited to see what it has in store! Please comment
below telling me all about your goals or just something you’re excited about!
Love Phoebe Eve <3
