Hello, just wanted to put in an extra little post this week,
thought I would treat my lovely readers! Also because this quote is something I
always preach but never actually do, I should learn to take my own advice
really. But as my anxiety has been getting the better of me and really brining
me down recently and I find believing in myself is one of the hardest
challenges to face.
I am surrounded by
supportive and amazing people who believe in me and always compliment me, which
is so lovely to hear. I just don’t seem to grasp it all, I listen, I smile, it even
makes my day, but I still can’t believe it. From my anxiety I have sadly begun
to doubt myself, weather I can get the grades, or I’m a good enough friend to
those around me. I understand how important it is to believe in yourself but it’s
harder than it sounds. If you read my last blog post you will see I have set up
some goals for myself, which is all to boost my confidence. Through sharing my passions
and showing people what I can achieve, makes me believe my future plans are achievable.
I have even set myself up for a rather scary step, which if it goes well I
shall share with you, for now it’s a little secret.
I want my confidence
back and I feel by achieving the mini goals I set myself in my last blog post I
can be back to my positive and happy self again. What I have learnt recently is
that things take time and sadly I have no fairy godmother who can wave her
wand, or a crab called Sebastian who can show me the way (Little Mermaid
reference). I know now achieving the goal to self-belief is something I have to
do on my own, but I’m going to try my hardest to do it. Thank you again for
reading my ramblings, I love you all, see you soon! Phoebe Eve <3
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