Pamper Yourself

Hello Everyone!

Overall I think about going shopping and treating myself way more than I ever do. I just don't make time for it. Or put any time aside to pamper myself for the day. I just go about doing my routine.

 I work quite a lot and I just put my money into a savings account and rarely see the money I earn. However recently I had a complete hair disaster and eventually it went green!! 

 I was so upset and so glad I didn't have anything coming up which required me to look even mildly presentable. So obviously I had to get it sorted or I would risk looking like I was ready to audition for Wicked. I booked in at a local salon and was so excited to finally feel like myself again.

 It was the one day of the week I didn't have work so I got an early appointment mainly due to the excitement of feeling like myself again. After the appointment I felt like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex In the City the movie when she dyes her hair brown. I have never felt that confident before in my appearance, ever! So I decided with my day off to go to a local shopping centre and I came out with a few new things ready for my holiday. 

 The whole day was brilliant and I was on cloud nine! I realized that taking some time out to just do a few things like having your hair done or buying something new can change your outlook completely. I have felt like I belong in Sex In the City ever since and I can't express enough how much better it is than feeling like you belong on a broom with a crazy cat by your side. 

Thank you for reading my ramblings and just try and find some time for yourself this week!

Love,

Phoebe Eve

A Little Less Chipper.

Hello Again!

I have so far been awful at this whole blogging thing but at some point I will write a post a week and I will have a day where my posts go up and everything will be fabulous. But I haven't posted because I haven't really felt like myself.

 There is just something I want to discuss really. I know I don't have a crazy comments section or that many people reading due to my lack of posts and my lack of continuity. But either way this is where I like to put my feelings. I read Girl Online by Zoella in the week and it's made me realize how wonderful the blogging world can be. I understand that it is fictional, it just made me feel like I could perhaps post something a little less chipper than usual.

 Sometimes I am a complete and utter idiot. I do things and say things that I know are out of line and I know can perhaps push people away and anger them but I say or do them anyway.  I just don't understand why. I seem to do it particularly to those closest to me, pushing them away and being occasionally offensive in some ways. 

  The last thing I would want to do is loose these people or see them hurt by anyone, especially if I am causing the upset or hurt. Perhaps it is because I love these people so much that I know they can take it and still stick by me. But it is no excuse to treat a person like that. 

  Don't get me wrong I also love to show the ones I love how much I love them through little surprises and  maybe baking them something I know they enjoy. On the whole I am like that about ninety percent of the time. However this little stupid ten percent comes out and causes chaos. I just want to know that other people behave like this too sometimes. I am sure I won't have an answer as to why I do it but I just want to know I am not completely insane.

 Thank you for reading my random ramblings and please comment if you do something similar, I would appreciate it immensely. I will be back to my chipper self soon I promise.

Love,

Phoebe Eve